I've got some strange "friends"

Yeah, I think it is definitely time for me to raise up. I'm tired of nearly everything my life in the great ATL has to offer. I'm growing weary of teaching, weary of my home church, weary of my so-called friends. Maybe I'm just different, maybe I have some radically bizarre way of defining a friendship, but my friends interactions with me leave me feeling like an object of convenience rather than a treasured human being. I could go into the details of today's slight, but it really is irrelevant. I just pray I don't subconsciously treat others in the ways I notice I have been treated. Maybe in my next home, I will make friends that are truly worthy of such a lofty title... maybe.